What do I actually want…

Published January 9, 2015 by recover3

I don’t know the answer to that. I do know that I don’t want my marriage to end. I don’t want to end up as a statistic. I don’t want to share my kids, watch my husband build a new life, meet someone new, be happy without me. But I also know that I definitely don’t want to continue with the way things were. I want a real marriage. A fulfilled one. I can see that this is at topic I am going to have to come back to – probably quite often. For now I’m going to think about my words. What do I want…

unconditional love
trust
honesty
friendship
laughter
fun
respect
understanding
affection
forgiveness
loyalty
fidelity
praise
support
encouragement
sacrifice

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One comment on “What do I actually want…

  • I’m so sorry you are still dealing with your husband’s lack of commitment and self-centered demands. I had hoped he would get better. It seems he hasn’t.

    Be kind to yourself and take care of yourself and your babies.

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