Being a mom is the most incredible achievement I’ve had. I know this sounds so cliched but I can’t help it. I look at my daughter and I am just amazed that this is my baby. That we made her and I brought her into this world. Next month I’ll be 30 and I can’t believe I got this far in life without this experience.
My daughter and a fight with my husband over my last post is why I haven’t posted in a very long time. She consumes me and I love it. But, after the fight with my husband I decided I wasn’t going to post anymore. I started this blog because I wanted to help others who were going through something similar to me. I wanted to give them hope that I originally couldn’t find for myself. But slowly my blog turned into a place to knock my husband. I was only posting the bad stuff and making him out to be a terrible, terrible person. Yes, he did do some pretty crappy things and yes he did hurt me. But he has also a lot of good things, even great things. But I never took the time to share those things. I made him out to be a monster and that wasn’t fair. So I stopped writing. But I miss it. I’m never going to be this great writer but I still enjoyed putting the words out there.
I’m trying again. This time, I hope to focus on why I started this blog and I do hope I’ll help others out there. I hope you’ll join me and stick with. And give me some feedback every so often.