My cat has gone missing. Again. I’ve been out looking for him everywhere. Absolutely no sign of him. I love my cat, he’s such a wonderful cat. My other cat is beside herself that he’s gone. She hasn’t stopped crying since she alerted me to the fact that he was gone.
My husband chose alcohol over me. Again. I’m heartbroken. Again. He called me by my maiden name. I fight with people all the time to use my married name and now I find out that my own husband doesn’t even think of me that way. He told me everything is my fault. He was nasty and horrible to me and accused me of assuming things that I wasn’t even assuming. He can’t see what is wrong with making plans to go somewhere with two girls from work. It just goes to show he has absolutely no boundaries in place to prevent an affair happening again. He thinks telling me he won’t and telling others he’s married is enough. Doesn’t he realise the whore knew he was married last time? And by his theory then basically before the whore he was planning an affair because now he’s not.
I just don’t know what to do anymore. I prayed to God to give us a baby when the time was right. He’s given us one now. I don’t believe He would be telling me to leave at this time. I don’t see how that would be the right time for a baby. I don’t know how much more of this I can go through. Why am I not enough?