I just typed a whole blog post and it wouldn’t publish. Now I’ve lost it.
Bottom line is – I’m unhappy. I want my husband to want to come home to me. To be with me and spend time with me. I don’t want him to be texting me before he’s even finished work to ask what ‘the guys’ are up to. I want to be more important than alcohol and right now I am most definitely not.
I am also unhappy because I want to be included. Even my husband leaves me out. He goes out with n0 invitation to me or thought to change his plans to ones that I could actually be included in. My friends from work (aka ‘the guys’) also leave me out. I used to hang out with them. Now I’m an afterthought.
I miss having friends. I really do.